How can i go on without her?

Today, just when I had arrived here,  I received the news from one of my servants. They told me that my Juliet is dead. He saw her body at the funeral. This is the only reason I can to begin to believe this news. I do not want to believe it. I do not want to even begin to think that my Juliet is dead. They do not know what happened for sure, only that she passed during sleep. I can't believe that Juliet is gone. I cannot help but to wonder if she committed suicide. I only think this because of how i felt, and how i now feel, when i know that me and Juliet will never be together again. That she is gone from this world and i am alone here, without her, without my family. I don't know who i am supposed to turn to now. I almost feel that without Juliet, i have no reason to carry on. I don't know what i am supposed to do now.